Bendito's notebook entry: Oct 12, 2010 Dear parents: When u see this letter from me,i may leave to Beijing.Please dont cry for,u know,for every student who has the bigger dream,to get the better education means to leave his panrents,to leave his hometown. But i must say that it is very hard for me to admit that it doesnt matter for me to study in Beijing because i miss u very much and i cant forget the beautiful things in my hometown and the special times sharing with u.So i'm sorry that i'm so weak and emotional that i have cried twice while living in Beijing. Though i really miss u,i still keep going my way and i wont give up myself or give in to somethings that i cant get over at the beginning such as Arabic.As u know,The person who can pull through in hard times and can get over the loneliness will get the true success.After all,to get the success doesnt mean nobody accompanying with u.Seeing my hands,i still pocess the love of my familymembers's,the care of my friends's. At last,i will remember what u have done for me.I love u,DAD and MOM! Your Love, Your son.