Another sleepless night Beijing, it is now 1:11 am. I habitually locked the door, I thought I was safe.Surrounded by quiet, because families and the sake of temporary road, so even if the room on the fifth floor, downstairs on the road the occasional sound of passing vehicles, can quite clearly very carefully. Never know that the Baidu Post Bar can find someone to chat, the first open, I feel very fresh. Back and forth constantly search for new people. Indeed encountered one or two to talk to friends, but unfortunately can not talk a few words to the other side is down.Repeatedly with different people answering the same question raised. There is no constructive issues, nothing more than some "cities do you live?" "How old are you?", And most people know that I am only 14 years old and I will stop to chat. I think my sister abandoned me, how she can hurt me so close male discourse? ! I feel so sad.Maybe everyone will be too high on the request of friends, each of us will want their friends to be perfect. However, the higher the expectations, the disappointment will be more intense. Cousin go back to Shenzhen a few days. This time she was home, I did not get too excited. I think she changed, she wore a contact lens, she hit pierced ears, her hair ... so on and so hot. She is no longer a playmate of my childhood. The temperature a little lower than the previous few days, I am a cold person. My grandfather once told me that "this winter than last winter to be cold a lot," I'm still thinking about how to go through this long winter? I passed on my cousin had a photo