So hard I saw the light and was impressed by beauty, That was afraid and left behind the doors like blind. The key was kept in pocket just in case as duty But one day I awake and couldn't find. And every day was felt more like a year, This Year consisted only of a fall. And then the wave swept over and bring but fear And I lay down to sleep on the ground wrapped in the shawl. Thus I slept through all my years of youth. Ever since I run away from what I wanted, There wasn’t sense and didn’t need the truth. I listened to the stories of the world. And I believed and jumped off into cold. I never thought this world is grim and tough I never thought that friends can cheat and huff Where do I get the strength to return back? And when had choice, not fall into the trap? There was not something but the cold and storm(S). I wandered through the empty streets in search of warmth. I wallowed in the mud with every step more Isn’t anyone trying to find me? I pulled back destroying the bridges behind. How to survive till the sunrise at this night? I'm just wanted what others don't even think (be with you) Stupid boy. He wants to see the dawn so much, That stretches to the sun, burning hands. And maybe then… The sun will rise and dissipate the morning fog. Then decorate and paint all corners of the world And maybe then I can believe the storytellers’ words. I’ll think the world is filled with joy and laugh. I‘ll think that love and friends may be enough. Where do I get the strength to return back? And when had choice, not fall into the trap?