Looking Forward

I am a humble worker, but I still live in my dream (I am still living my dream). But I am tired now...I know there is something wrong with my current present job, and I also know that there is something wrong with me. But I cant take it anymore. I am not in the mood. You should look forward, girl....yep, I already know knew it, it's both easy and hard. I am afraid that I will would be too exhausted before landing in my destination somewhere I want to go. Suddenly, I feel so tired, so bored, so confused. Why is the life is so difficult, huh? Why do we have to face ourselves so many frustrating things? I need a second, I need a process to recover from the shock. I must figure some ways out. I must save myself from the reality. I need your help..