What's wrong with me? Happy new year and best wishes to everybody, I hope everyone smooth sailing in new year. I thought I will be a patient father, but in fact I'm not, it makes me so depressed. I don't know what's wrong with me recently, I am so impatient with my daughter. If my daughter find there is something on the ground, she will pick it up and put it into her mouth, for many times, I told her don't do that, it's bad for you. Then she looks at me with her innocent eyes, what I can do? Sometimes I feel so angry and hit her, shout her loudly, then she crying, but I feel it hurt my heart, I hit her just like hit my heart, she didn't know anything, she is just 1 year old, everything to her is a new world, how I can do that to her? I just feel that there is a devil stays in my body. Why am I so impatient? Maybe we can't just stand in our way to looking at her, we should stand in her way and try to understand her, then be more patient to teach her. I love my daughter, she is so cute, she is so smart, she like an angel, I will do better, I will try to learn how to be a good father, I promise.