Puppy`J's notebook entry: Sep 27, 2010 After I woke up you just vanished we made promises then broke them I said I'll never left you behind so what am I doing now? what is all this about? I hate myself when I ask stupid questions like that time is travelling right behind us we are running out of time what is happening? baby we are spinning around spontaneous the fate switched our souls baby I'm you my feelings about you just tears through me they're way too strong so what will happen if I leave you i'm wondering if the feelings about you will destroy myself and cut me into pieces I'll never let you go you are the one who completes my life you are like the disease in my brain I can't take you away I can't even breathe without you you are my oxygen my everything baby I wish you were here hold me tight after I lost in the nightmare and you would say baby its okay I'm always here for you