An apology letter to myself My Dear Jason, I have to say sorry sincerely to you. It's all because of my hesitation and cowardice that let you missed a nice girl once again. I can not remember how many times it has happened to you, but indeed there have been so many times when it went to the key moment at which you wanted to go up to open your heart and express feelings to your heartbeat girl, I would come up like a fool against you and drew you back. No matter what reason it is, when and where it happened. I always did it in each time. But, after that, I felt so regretful and regretful undoubtedly. This time, you encountered the situation once again. Considering the special relationship between you and me, I know in details what you are thinking of. Yes, I always know it, whenever and wherever. I knew this time you met a lovely girl who had given you the fantastic and wonderful feelings, and I knew you fancied her very much inside your heart. I could receive the strong signals from you when you were staring at her, talking to her and making fun with her. No matter the glimpses from her eyes, the voices from her throat, the smiles on her face, or even the scent from her hairs, and so on, whatever behaviors from her had made you mad completely. I knew you had already had a crush on her, and how you expected for an exciting date with her. I knew you were absolutely a brave guy, but on the contrary I was too shy and too weak-courageous. There were many chances and occasions on which you wanted to go up to tell her you want a date with her. But I held you back every time, because I was scared of frustration and disgrace in front of her. It was due to my indecision and disability that caused that you missed such a nice girl who touched your heart so much. It was so regrettable that you even still could not tell her your minds on her till the day she left. If I had been more boldfaced and courageous, maybe you could have had an amazing date with her already, so much as hold her hand while taking a walk. But now, she has left, maybe you have no longer a chance to meet her again. I am so sorry to let you down once again. I know you must be disappointed very much. I genuinely apologize to you. But I never dare to expect you to forgive me. I just hope that I can help you let it go soon, and you can keep up your spirits quickly. You are such a man filled with enthusiasm and passion. You must be a lucky guy to meet your Ms. Right one day in the future. God bless you & me !