I don't know... There're so many things that I don't know in this world. I don't know why my mom and I are so different from each other?! I don't know why I'm too stubborn to get along well with her like other children?! Sometimes I feel envy towards others, I desire to have such a happy family like theirs... Sometimes I feel tired of myself a lot... Yes, I'm a bad girl, a really bad girl, and also a bad child... I owe my mom for this life... ...sorry...