On my way...

This is a text for brokenhearted people and all other people who are also having a difficult period just like me sometimes...
It's called: On my way...

I'm closing the door,
streets seem to be crying,
clouds seem to be running away.
I'm stepping on the bus, I'm getting off the bus,
people seem to be watching,
but I want to evade them, but I want to evade from them
before they see me...

It's already long time ago, It's been a long time ago
that you didn't forget my birthday,  but you didn't forget my birthday
that you chose for me unconditionally.. and you chose me unconditionally

I see the fields,
Alongside me there are houses..
It's silent behind the windows.
Who can see me..?
in blue enlightened trains. In blue, I alighted  from a train
Your heart is so close with me,
but it doesn't beat...

And the time has already been long time ago.. And the time has already been long gone (or And it has already been a long time ago or And the time has been gone a long time ago)
your black hair and your laughs..
that you were the whole world for me..
It's still too deep inside me..
that I could share what you had..
You went through my hairs and said..

you don't know my voice,
who I am, is what you see now..
Do you wanna dance with illusions?
Are you further than the present, Are you far from the present
do you want to go back to the past? or do you want to go back to the past?
Does that look appealing to you ?

And the time has already been long time ago.. And the time has been gone a long time ago
red wine on a terrace.. red wine on the terrace
that you were the whole world for me..
It's still too deep inside me..
but I forgot how you saw me.. but i forgot how you see me (or but I forgot how you look at me)
that I'm so different than you.
I'm walking in the street,
but it will never warm me up,
because it can not embrace me..
Who would see me..
I would preferably like to yell the most..
I would like to yell eternally..
but I don't succeed.. but, I didn't succeed

You are only mine now..
I can let see the whole world.. I can let the whole world see
that it's maybe better like this.. that maybe, it's better like this
The time has already been long time ago.. The time has already been gone a long time ago
and I forgot how you saw me, I forgot how you see me
that I'm so different than you...

Thank you for your attention,

Best regards,
Angelo