Why did I feel so distressed about myself? Really, I asked myself every now and then, why I became upset day by day. In fact, nothing big has taken place in my life. Looking back from here, 8 months had passed by without much attention. I still remembered when I came here alone with a strong ambition in my mind. I dreamed that I could make myself stand out step by step. But now, I felt myself had drained by time and energy for nothing. Once I called my parents every week, but now, I called them less and less. I just felt I had nothing important to say; Once I chatted with my former workmates often, but now, we chatted little and little; Once I cared more about my sister and brother, but now, I felt they even couldn’t understand my kindness sometime. How could I pull myself out of this dark time?