How to convert between freedom and loneliness Until this afternoon, you understood one song of Rene Liu, it is "Loneliness of the whole life". "I believe I`ll be lonely for ever..." Sometimes you really think of that, too. Till now you couldn`t tolerate any relationships in which only you were the giver or didn`t care the other any more. It`s better to be alone than to be trapped in a relationship where there`s no mutual love feeling. Getting out of a cell without love means freedom, and that`s one of your dreams since you were a child. As time gone by, your heart is even strongly desiring days and nights a place where you can stay with a lovely person together, so that you can stop searching and living alone. Love came and went, left one thing what didn`t ever change, and it is the loneliness which hasn`t never gone away. It is like an organ of your body which you have been carrying on since your first day in the world. You cannot give up freedom, and you even never thought about it. You cannot imagine whether one day you would give it up for getting rid of the loneliness. At least right now you are still on the way to searching for your true love... You know your loneliness now is just because the true one hasn`t never appeared, the true one, at the right place and at the right time... One old friend told you freedom is proportional to loneliness. You don`t think so, you believe all the time the true love can conbine freedom and love without elimating anyone of them.