Actually, I totally understand that there is no one except myself can help me and I also know the patience is most important in stock market, but all of this is hard to achieve. Maybe I could do it after I get broken.

If there is someone who tells you how to make money in the stock market, will you trust him or her on it? I don't think we can trust others on how to make money especially in the stock market. My mum also went to the stock exchange agency everyday. Maybe just be patient and it will get better one day.