long time no write,help me correct,please I am afraid to offend others, but I have to meet with them everyday. Theses day my condition was not good, friends are around, but there is still something lack of , not all about love ,I don't lack of love ,I just feel I don't have freeness. I undoutbly know someone is seeing me ,how can I do things like no one seeing me. I should thank you ,no you ,no me .The way to the matter is very simple, that is ,leave me alone. I have many new friends now, the olds are in my mind,if met, how can we communicate? Thinking is ok. I don't want come back. We have many things to do in each state. I am still youth, I should study,though the passion is not big as before, that because the points are change. I work hard, but I don't want others know.why not let me see how you do? I saw many broke up ,so I feet I am lucky. I still want to change my character, for my father is old. I am looking for someone, but I will not force anyone, set me free , for i am shy.My love is a secret. You may curious why I choose you ,this remind me of a story, one person want to pick up the biggist flower,but at last he pick nothing,not no big flowers, it because he think there will be the bigger one. I choose you ,I will love you ,only you. Maybe you don't know, for you are many, I only one. It doesn't matter, you do your things, I do mine, we can be good friends,you first.please.