Career spectrum Over the past week, I've got a hard time focusing on things that really matter. I think I'm lost. I don't really know which way to go. It’s like I’m in the middle of something silently asking me which one to pursue and which one to leave. I can't choose two this time, I knew it. I have to chase one and leave the other behind. Got no courage to do so at first, scared by its fall back. I used to dream about myself working in a broadcasting company but often times I imagine myself on the aviation industry. Funny as it may seem, but on some rainy days, I imagine myself in the academe, teaching Calculus and Differential Equations. Never really my game but I believe it was not a bad idea at all. Pretty ironic, isn’t it? It's appears as a matter of life and death for me. I don't want to end up on the wrong side and sacrifice pleasure and feel like working at its worst, forever burdened by regrets. But now It’s inevitable. It has arrived. I can’t escape time now. Time has come for me to choose. I waited long enough for me to analyze but it did not really help me. Life is not about waiting for some things to happen; it's about creating things to happen. I need to take risks or else I will be forever asking myself countless 'what ifs'. I don't have to follow a path either; I have to create my own. Got my faith now. Whatever consequences my choice would bring me, I would accept it and forever I'll be glad to live with it and love it.