Hello to every friend here in 2012

How time flies!

A new year is here again! I must say happy new year to everybody at first, may everything be gets on perfectly well with all of you in this completely new year!

It's been a long time since I left here, I don't know exactly what I was doing during this period that has passed, but I know I am keeping kept studying everyday,maybe learning something from books or movies. At the same time, I also have experienced a lot in this Chinese spring festival. I didn't come back home to accompany my gerontic (never heard the term used this way) parents and lovely nephew but just stayed in Shenzhen with my dear sister. We were running a CVS(convenience store) here, both of us are a little lazy and never cook for ourselves everyday, I have enjoyed wonderful sleep, but my stomach has really suffered a lot. In fact, I have returned back to my work now, but I still seems to be very puzzled, I cannot find my goal in life, I ever even thought of changing to a new job when this new year in was coming, for I feel I am losing confidence in my present position, but I am not quite sure what kind of jobs I really want. The only thing I know and do at present is that I have to keep studying to improve my comprehensive ability, I ever had a teacher from America whom I met here by Italki, he taught me a lot and he is really a wonderful teacher, but I didn't cherish it at that time, for a lot of factors that I may be able to overcome, such as the cold weather and the phone calls after midnight. (Didn't understand, I assumed you meant that these factors prevented you from taking your lessons for granted) At this time, the weather is still not that good, but I really want someone to guide me now, I have no courage to contact my teacher, for I've been out of touch with him for really a long time. Also, I have ever made lots of excellent friends by this website, but as time gone by, I almost ignored all of them. Sometimes, I really think myself a failure in this world. I want success very much, but I seems to have lost my way .

In this new year, I do not expect more other things, but I really hope that my listening ability and my English can be better or I just want to fully master it, for I live by it and represent my value by it. I am really a hardworking girl and willing to make all my efforts, but I just hope to fully present myself and get more supports or so I can be fully accepted and recognized by my leaders and colleagues. These This will be my impetus in my future road.

To be honest, in this new year, I should make plans for myself, but it seems to be a little difficult for me now, for I still live in the dark.I hope I can find my way soon.