Recent Random thoughts

Today is Thanksgiving Day, an American holiday western festival. This should be a day for us to say "thanks" to others, but I seem to have a desire to say "sorry” to someone. This day, I feel a little puzzled, for lots of things happened on to me recently. I am not so busy now as I expected before Mr. Wu comes back from Canada, but I seem to have fully indulged myself in something that I shouldn’t do at all now (this sentence is a bit cryptic; who is Mr. Wu and why does that not make you busy?). Maybe I should find a good excuse for myself, just as for I belong to since I'm a Gemini or for I just feel too bored (bored and boring have different meanings) and discontent with my current life; or even perhaps I eagerly want to change myself, since I sometimes really feel myself useless and incapable when compared with others or standing in fronts of many tricky things in life and work. Working only with the ability to speak English but not without having mastered it, I always feel very tired and helpless. Every time, I try to be strong though I know I am really unable to face them well certain people. I keep improving myself silently only to find that I am just doing some useless works blindly and never knowing where to start and how or what to do. I ever chatted with one of my friends and said that I will be his good student, and try my best to meet his requirements; but he thinks that I am just a diligent and intelligent one, then nothing else I have and nothing more. Maybe the key point on our study road to success is the sincere attitude, but there are also so many other things we should have at the same time which that we cannot ignore. Do I really know myself well? This may be a question I should give answer right now. Just as my teacher told me that I shouldn’t just learn English from him, but more than that from other sources as well. English is merely a means to communicate, but if I do not have any INTERESTING things to say or express, then I will still come to be a have useless things to say one. I keep his words in mind deeply, since I know he may be the one that will change me and help me grow to be a more confident and effective person. That is just what I expected ever on all I expect from myself. I hope that day will come soon with my excellent mentor’s guide on me and my own effort.

Conclusion: How far you will go, the key is to see depends on who will walk with you. Thank you, David. I’ve learned much from you. I’m glad to meet so many like-minded person people via this website, and I will try my best to keep this deep friendship among us. and I hope to get more friends and to learn from each other. I am sure that temporary failure is just the prelude of success and a test for us.

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Great writing!