even if i keep repeating my life =) Occasionally I write dairy for myself-- no one but me sees it. Sometimes I put interesting stories in it, but most of the time I just scratch some thoughts. I keep my dairy online because it is very convenient for me to type. Also, I can add some pictures on them. I have a handwriting version diary too. I like it too because I can see a more "real" me through my handwriting: if I wrote carefully or not. Days are kind of repeating themselves, so I stopped writing about one year ago. It looks like nothing happened last year, but I actually felt I learned a lot. I changed the flavor for my favorite ice cream; I started to like to cook and cleaning; I became a cat-person instead of a dog-person... All I know is the result right now. I can't remember what triggered these changes. I felt sorry for myself. Feeling everyday is the same is a dumb excuse for my laziness. No two days are exactly the same, and there are a lot of new challenges and changes we have to face for our lives. Even if I keep repeating my life, I believe I can still find joy in it. The sun keeps rise and fall, but I still get impressed by the beauty of sun set.