Grandma I had little birthday celebration last weekend. We celebrated in small family circle. My grandfather have presented me a postcard with poetry written by my grandmother, that died three months ago. It was so strange to receive something from the man that don't exist anymore. I was very touched. Now I am thinking about her feelings then. It was so terrible to realize that you will die soon and write the lines for your grandsons that you will can't tell them. I miss her.