Anxiety The fear of being trapped by that situation again, keeps you overwhelmed day and night. Every time you try to get rid of those disturbing thoughts is one more chance to evoque past mortifying situations. It happens out of nowhere and sometimes with apparently no reason. But when it appears, you're dragged down with a tight and swift feeling that you don't even realize when was the moment in which everything started. Inevitably you cannot think about any other thing than just that. Everything around you feels so heavy and weird, you just want to scream and get out of there, as always. So you start sweating, laughing without control, you can feel the rythm of your fast heartbeat, your breathing. Crying seems to be the solution when those situations that you've regarded as mistakes arrive. When there's so much going on around your head. On the eve of the night crying brings warm.