Can we make friends ？

Hi everyone, I'm Chinese and have been learning English for nine years, but you know, I dare not speak much in English.
In my junior high school and university I seemed to be able tp recall many words, actually I'm incapable to use them now. 
Sometimes when I intend to speak or write something, these words which I kept in my mind previously, disappear. Because of this I can only use simple words to express myself and they cant convey my thoughts too well.
I'm so vexed..

Can you guys help me improve my English？ If you can understand me。。
we can talk about anything you like, I think it maybe funny
waiting for your message. 
thank u~

Can we make friends ？

hi everyone , im chinese have been learning English for nine years.
but u know i dare not to speak much in English.
in my junior high school and university i seem to recall many words
actually im incapable to use them
sometime when i intend to speak or write sth ，these words i kept in my mind previously disapeared. because of this i can only use some sample words to express myself however they cant convey my thought very well.
so im so vexed..

can u guys help me improve my English？ if u can understand me。。
we can talk everything u like , i deem it maybe funny
waiting for yr message
thank u~