A Letter to Someone I Don't Wanna Meet A letter to the most disgusting person I have ever known. How are you? I hope you are doing well as always you have been. As for me, I'm not OK since the day the hidden side of you was revealed to me. You was my ideal type with great personality. I admired you a lot and imagined you being my future husband. But, I pretended to keep you a distance from me. Unluckily, you noticed my technique and you started to come into my life step by step without any effort. And then I was ready to respond to your love. At such romantic moment, your hidden playboy story was revealed to me by accident. How could you stab me in the back. I lost not only you but also myself. I couldn't find myself till now. I hate you for betraying me. I hate you for making me love. I hate you for stealing my soul. I hate you for.... Please stop pretending like a man with a heart of gold. I know you inside out and I know how rotten you are. Don't do this to other girls. I hate you as hell. I can't stop hating you which, in a way, means that I'm still loving you. I hate myself being so. Even though I know the dark side of you, I can't help loving you like a fool. I really want to go back the time before I met you. I think my life would be OK if I had not met you. 26.7.19