the times come with changes. I don't know from where to start , here I had spent my most of life since I was born in my town . I make friends , enemy's and some bonds with them who's precious for me above every places. as I grown up I need to be mature and more serious about my future. the main thing is I didn't wanna be sincere boy always want to be known as naughty boy but in life , there is a rule that is nothing happening in your life as you want always happening that things that you never ever thought . if you're a good or bad person so you see whole world as you actually are. I think I shuold move out from town to city for doing something and where as , I hope everything will be same and I saw all my town boys were some doing study and some enjoying . it was seems to be like I was in my hometown so i thought it was so easy to settled here cause all my Townies help me but I was wrong they hiding his faces and always want to escape and pull back his hands to doing helps . I felt so bad that time but when I have been sleeping under the sky I did profound concentrate and finally came on conclusion that why I'm felt bad about them it was their choice and they do whatever they was want or wasn't. so I left the expectations to them and go ahead and took a decision all I need i'll manage it by myself. you know god is everywhere , I met a boy in my coaching after few days we're just became the good friends and he helped me a lot as I wasn't expect from him. he's exactly like me. when he come into my life my life is fulfill with blissful moments. To sum up , your hard time makes you more mature and tough to fight against every kinds of situation. I learned a lot from that journey of my life where I was that kind of person who was always run from responsibility but the time thought me we have to be take responsibility and be responsible about your life. in addition , now I know who's with me and who's mine or isn't. this part of my life is called being though. I would love if someone correct this short journey.