No, unfortunately not at all. But sometimes I'm trying to get myself into thinking that everything happends (and doesn't) for a reason, so you don't have to be dissapointed with the way you live /look like/ achieved something or not in your own life. Keep being positive and carry on! 

Me too. 

unfortunatelly no. and ı am thınkıng thıs questıons these days so much

No, and it is killing me. Literally.

i think im not all what i want , but i think there is time to get my dream still , and im that now , but i wanna practice my english and spanish . if you wanna practice jus add me please i really need to practice...  skype . alvaro.oscar1   or mail - ozkarcito  91@  hotmail.  com   , im not a bad guy im 21 one thanks.