we all should be looking for a change although it can be really frightening.And,don't dwell on your past.Just do your best to follow your heart and seize the day

Stop to blame yourself and to feel guilt. No one is bad just because he/she missed something. Try to do always your best and let it be. If you make a mistake, and you realize it,  just correct your error if and when possible and go ahead. Change your perpectives of life, the way you see things. In life, everything is all the time changing and you can sometimes also change your mind.  Don't worry linadelines  and good luck, :)!

thanks,guys . however i found that no one can know the reason why i will hate myself sometimes.i dont know how to say it in some terms ,so i want to take a example, why i wrote this  article is because i promised one guy to go out with him, however suddenly i found that i dont want to go out and unfortunately i can't break my promise.i just thought that i make a mistake and i shouldn't have promised this guy to go out with him, and then i disliked myself. just like today i missed my identity card, i dont where it was. and i thought what kind of girl i am ,so bad. at last ,i found that it was in my bag. i always make my life out of order.i always want to change ,but i always find it is so hard

I once lived in Shenzhen for six months. Had I stayed any longer I would have killed myself. You need a change of scene, honey.

It's normal I guess , I hate myself sometimes maybe because of I did or when I'm under stress or maybe I can't find good chance .. it goes beyond many of reasons :) .